the word "poison" connotates a feeling of your lifeforce being absorbed by a foreign infiltration , usually chemical, but also can mean a mental infiltration by a certain activity.
in my case, it's dealing with people and their desire for gaming goods and $$$... it's really difficult to strike a cool balance..
i wish i can make a really honest living out of it, but working odd hours for a bare $30, $50 profit a day is really tiring...
still, the business is young... i would want to give my best shot for it! it's has taken so much effort to build the brand up, if we were to give it up now, it would be very wasted.
heh. i love you guys... for supporting me always...