砂漠のJeffire

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Saturday, December 01, 2007

I have not been blogging for a long time!

Sometimes I feel like everyone takes me for granted, but in fact, I also do take some people for granted... I'm kinda lousy in that way. Sometimes I wonder why do I take so much effort for only a little return and I say that it's for the long term? When will the long term come?

I'm 24 this year and passing the 25 mark soon in another 8 months.... My original aim when I was 18 was to have assets worth $1m by the time I'm 25.... probably I was too naive then. I begun too late to take the plunge into business, took too long to learn what is investment all about, and till now, I probably don't even have assets totalling $10,000. Not even savings... I practically spend everything I earn except that every month the insurance plan I have stashes away $70+ into a savings plan which will finish on my 42nd birthday... looking at the projections, those amounts are pretty puny, looking at the inflation rate currently.

Is my only choice left with finding a good job, earning that elusive $36,000 a year? Or will I get some fantastic luck, strike toto and take away $500,000+ (after taxes)? Is $$$$$$$$$$ all that important?

To me, $$$$ is important because it makes life easier with the increased number of options you can take. Having more $ means having more options to choose from, and we all like that sort of power. When we have more options, we can always pick the one that suits us for that situation, and then we may not have to suffer excess stress over things. The problem now is, if I don't have $, I get stressed, then if I earn $, I also get stressed, then which way will give me less stress? Hahaha...

I only know that having more resources makes you able to help more people around. I just want to be of more help to more people...but now, because of my incompetency, I end up making more people help me instead..... weird huh?

Lastly, business is not always an easy thing to do... sometimes do so many things but only earn a puny sum... and customers think that they are paying good money for good service... should I give up or should I persevere?

I tell myself, I must continue trying for every $ that can be earned... heh. I'm stupid but I like it that way.... haha.

I'm going Taiwan on Sunday.. so fast.... hopefully I come back in one piece with lotsa goodies for everybody who has helped me in someway or another throughout my busy days.... cheers for you all....

When I come back these are the things I want to do:

Go KTV, play table tennis, play with dous, learn to bake, and watch some new movies that seem interesting.... lalala.

-the idiot who sleeps at 5am these days-

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2:26 AM