砂漠のJeffire

Jeffirean Stories

Monday, November 14, 2005

To be awfully honest, I'm skiving at work now. It's 6.41pm and my bosses are around but there is simply no more urge to do anything.

My day was wrecked with a wrong decision in my BP project where I made a last minute change and it caused me to drop 20 places from a commendable 7th. It was not what I had in mind. Yet I still went on to do it. Now it just shows how idiotic I can get.

Besides that, I never had any good sleep these few nights with the constant coughing waking me up in the middle of the night. The heat in the night did not do any help either. I was stuck in an oven, an getting out meant climbing down the cabinets, jumping off to the ground and walking in the dark till I reached the door. How I loathe my bedroom! Unfortunately, as the end of year draws nearer, the hope of moving by Xmas gets dimmer.

A few other stupid things I did recently include:

a. Betting on football which had no worth in their results (friendlies)
b. Losing my matriculation card without knowing how it disappeared in school yesterday (barring any erroreneous memory retrieval, someone in my MPW grp must have mis-taken it)
c. Buying a can of Addidas deo-dorant spray (the smell sucks)
d. Forgetting to take off the waist size label on my jeans, needing some stranger from school to inform me so, and worse still, the label is wrong (34! for god's sake, if i wore 34, it would have dropped all any moment I moved)
e. Keeping my pencil case in my personal drawer (and forgetting about it) instead in my school bag.

and so on so forth.

Lastly, I need to bitch about BOSS (Bidding Online SyStem). Why didn't I get the vacancy!? The 2 classes I bided had some vacancies left and I couldn't comprehend why I didn't get it. It must be some idiots copying my .88 magical move (and bidding 11.88 same as me). Otherwise I cannot comprehend why I did not get the vacancy!

Usually I will then switch back to the positive mode and talk about the positive bits within all the negative mess, but WTF, I'm gonna give up being the saint and let me just drive all the anger nails into this blog (you would rather me drive it here than to drive it into your head, right?)

Infuriated
Sabaku no Jeffire

Being sad is a usual thing. Being continuously sad means you are in deep trouble. Before you sink further, get help. If you cannot get help, go to the nearest person and tell him or her you need help. If the nearest is very very far away, help yourself by rearranging your thoughts as long as possible to reach the nearest person. If you don't understand this, ask your own heart.
-- the other Jeffire

Acknowledged my existence at
6:39 PM