砂漠のJeffire

Jeffirean Stories

Thursday, July 21, 2005

The toto prize is now $5,000,000!!! I will finally strike off the goal on my left bar. Heh. Oh ya, I added another bar to the sidebar and this is for the girls to read. Hmm...but if guys fit the bill, then okie lor, guy also can, hahaha. Are you guys laughing?

I have been asked to take charge of a charity golf event for my company. Wow. Do you think you will be able to get such a task if you were to go on internship? I certainly hope we will be able to clinch this deal. Yep, anyway the details I won't be able to disclose but I can tell you it's gonna be fun doing this! Whatever the case is, there is many things to learn, and I'm ready to increase what I have already learnt relevant to my experience in running a golf tournament. I think my army colleagues will feel the same... Aloy, GJ, Kenny, etc. Haha. However this time it will be less pressurising, I think.

Tue was a weird day for me as I was alone in the office after 7pm till 11pm. It reminded me of the days I were in army, although this time the setting was at least 100x more relaxed and yeah, I was in control of things here and there. There was MSN to use, there was real work to do, there was food to eat, drinks to drink. The only irritating was the shaking building that we were in, yes SHAKING. I am not sure why it shakes, it could be due to the nearby constructions, it could be due to the indoor air-conditiong unit (a huge one). I hope nothing happens. And guess what, now I know how to translate Korean into English using the alphabet-romanisation! But i have no interest in Korea except the food....and i dun mean kimchi.. haha. I've got a Korea travel guide, so if you like to read you can borrow from me.

Uni+Vantage has progressed further with the signing up of more companies, primarily beauty and hair salons! Haha. I am sure you all, students of NUS, NTU and SMU will be happy to hear about it. Do help us by patronising these places and use your matriculation card. As for where are the places, we will keep you updated real soon.

I've been getting hungry easily these days because I haven't been able to eat at home.. I missed home cooked food so much! Life sucks when you don't get to use the kitchen.. sigh. I was quite tempted to borrow a cookbook to expand my culinary abilities but that had to give way to interior design, one of my favourite topics...

Finally, it's my turn to post birthday wishes. It's like some of my friends have already posted theirs (Baoqin and MY) so how can I lose to them... hahaha. Okie These also have been posted on the left side bar...

Suddenly, I realised that I have a very deep hatred for this world. I hate nearly everything in this world and also nearly everyone. This is because I equal hatred to the absence of love, ie, since there is nothing to love, then there is everything to hate. While I have an embedded hatred for many things, I don't necessary have a revengeful mind, nor violent acts are on my mind. I hate them but I dun want to destroy them. Hatred cannot be destroyed, it can only be converted, because it's a form of energy. Love and hatred all form one energy which I call 'desire'. We cannot get rid of any desire in our mind because it is the energy that drives life. Without love or hatred, there wouldn't be any life after all. Of course this point is very debatable, because people all see things in different ways.

Like I care.

Neverending Misfortune
Jeffire

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