砂漠のJeffire

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Sunday, April 03, 2005

You won't believe it.

Actually I posted 2 entries but after reading it myself I deleted it. I felt that writing rubbish is certainly not useful to the people reading this blog. So the question now is, "What is helpful to my friends who read my blog?"

Jinki copied this and put it onto his blog, "A good friend who points out mistakes and imperfections and rebukes evil is to be respected as if he reveals a secret of hidden treasure."

If I pointed out mistakes and imperfections of the people I know here, soon I will be alone like Gaara.

Generally, people prefer to hear good things about themselves. Of course, some people wouldn't mind listening to some bad stuff about themselves, but you need to coat it with some icing so that it doesn't sound so bad. Then what's the point in the first case?

I have always been trying to find out why am I so unpopular with people. It boils down to a few main problems with me.

a. No looks appeal(hence no sex appeal either)
b. Calculative
c. Sharp tongued
d. Self-conceited
e. Uncaring
f. Enjoys making life difficult for myself.

I have considered what I can do with these problems.

1. Solving a. is easy. Unfortunately, it takes plenty of time and effort (which contradicts the way I do things)
2. To be less calculative, I have to be richer. But rich people get rich because they are calculative (or they inherited the wealth)...this can't be done naturally.
3. If I am calculative I have to be sharp tongued so that people cannot coerce me into giving into their possibly incessant demands.
d. Being self-conceited is just telling people that results does not matter to me and that I don't give a hoot about what they think.
e. I am calculatively caring.
f. I have a very high level of tolerance for suffering that sometimes what people think is unbearable is just an usual problem for me. I don't exactly enjoy it but I enjoy achieving things using much less resources than others. One example is to not study for a test and yet still get a better score than many others.

Don't you think all these qualities tie in together to give you one good package? Unfortunately, it seems to be what girls don't like exactly. (and certain guys too), resulting in me being a loner most of the time.

Oh well, there are 2 ways to solve this problem. Love and money. Oh, isn't these 2 things wanted by everyone on Earth? No wonder I can't get them that easily.

Sunburnt and bored at work
Jeffire

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