砂漠のJeffire

Jeffirean Stories

Saturday, March 26, 2005

Ever since I declared I would work hard for my stuff, it seemed like I had to burn everyday in school. Wednesday I was in school till 830pm. Thursday I was in school from 11am to 1130pm. Even Good Friday I had to spend my entire day in school from 1030am to 1130pm.

What did I get in return?

More work and more work. Ridiculously, my part time job boss decided to extend my working hours just for tomorrow, 10am-10pm. What a piece of rubbish life I am leading.

If my BGS team was reading this (I certainly hope they will), I would like to explain why I did the report on my own instead of enlisting your help.

1. My weekends are taken up by work.
2. You guys have never seem to respond to any of my emails.
3. You guys seem to have done nothing yet.
4. You guys seem to have plonked the weekend to finish up the report.
5. Since my life is so cheap that I don't have 2 weekends to plonk down to work with you, possibly from morning to midnight,
6. Might as well I burn it when I can afford it.
7. Those midnights we spent doing the BGS report took at least 1/10 of my life away.
8. Because I have a chronic illness you guys never knew, the length of my life is only 1/2 of yours, assuming you are living an average lifespan.
9. To save my paltry life, I rather burn 2 some weekdays and do all the work.
10. You could help to save my life by following what I prescribed.
11. By following what I prescribed you will respond to my emails.
12. If I don't get your email, it means you want to kill me.
13. If killing a person is consider murder, and murder is a sin,
14. You are a sinner.

Yeah, I am a man of my word. If I said I will do it, no matter how long it takes, I will do it. If I did not do it, I have failed in my responsibility but I will try to compensate for your losses.

But will someone do the same for me? If I worked my guts out for you, will you even at least turn back and take a look at me?

Jeffire's Principle of Reflective Goodness

1. Do unto others what you want others to do to you.
2. Be kind to others and do your best for them.
3. Hope that they return the goodness to you.
4. If they do, give back more to them.
5. If they don't, abandon all relations with them.

Someday, I hope to find a person who will walk home with me together.

Today is Jeff Chang's birthday! Happy Birthday to him!

Here's a chorus of his song which I dedicate to all of you...

雨后看见彩虹像你见我挥手立刻为我停泊解忧
雨后看见彩虹在落单的时候朋友多么暖人心窝
回忆里你陪我一程这份情永留我心中
雨后看见彩虹不知何时还能重逢
雨后出现彩虹总会看见你的笑容...

After the rain when I see the rainbow
It looks like you are waving to me
Stopping immediately to take away my sorrows
After the rain when I see the rainbow
When left alone
Friends are so warm
In my memory, you accompanied me through a journey
This kindness, will always stay in my heart
After the rain when I see the rainbow
I wonder when will we meet again?
After the rain, the rainbow appears
I can always see your smile...

Be my rainbow and walk home with me
Jeffire

Acknowledged my existence at
1:20 AM