砂漠のJeffire

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Tuesday, August 31, 2004

hmm...

the third week of school has arrived and it's crunch time! i need to really do some homework now, which i haven't done any for the past 2 weeks, let alone study. tomorrow is my free da yet i wonder if i can harness enough energy to do all that is required for submission this week. on top of that, i have cca stuff to do.. wonder how i am going to cope.. (u can see that i'm refraining from using initial caps for my sentences, trying to save time :p)

there are other stuff on the agenda as well, my first minutes for ltb, like collecting the X-Box and selling it away for my extension of the Maxonline, helping my mum repair her beloved watch, sell my dad's old phone and get a new nicer one, visit jiaxing at the hospital, blah blah... worse of all, life is in a mess now and i need a real clear direction...someone signal the way for me while i get stuck in the roundabout circle first..thanks.

geekout was a disappointment. the music sucked, but i was more sad by some of my OG ppl's attitude... like they din even bother to say hello... anyway i shall forget about it for another OG friend mentioned that they might be busy searching for their own friend and thus din see me. on hindsight, maybe i ought to had been more proactive and said hello straight to them... i guess i have to learn to really say hello with warmth and sincerity.. i am alwiz sincere but my blank face may had put many ppl off... sighz. other than that i had fun taking photos of the crowd (but yet to see them cos my cam is with my boss now) and helping out bizcom to give goodies out... oh well i had my first alcoholic drink in 2 years (shh, dun tell my parents), but it wasn't ordered by me as i dunno anything about housepours and clubbing stuff. anyway i managed to see my senior in bizcom and she helped me get a drink (vodka 7up). i drank it in one gulp and left for home, walking to the mrt from zouk.. a long and lonely walk... the aftermath was that some friends of mine told me that they saw me at the entrance taking photos but couldn't confirm that it was me for i looked very much different than usual... ok. luckily i have something positive to remember then..

sunday had a short meeting with junkai, eileen & liguang at comex 2004, they were all discussing purchasing a mp3 player....i'm not in their league to talk about that luxury item..din manage to see the printers and pdas which i wanted to see. din bring the old printer for trade-in, and anyway we dun have any money to buy anything. sad rite? well, i think i'm improving my driving skills with the van since i am now free to drive it my way and my parking has been excellently executed... but i feel like i'm a chauffeur now! like sometimes my dad makes me go run errands or send my family somewhere...haha. i hope i can get a car of my own soon though.. what a dream to have.

to round off, today i went for my second round of seminar at the mlm company called DCHL.. the seminar was quite standard.. figures that make u go 'wow!' and weird ppl who dance together with old old music.. feels odd to be so positive - minded.. haha. anyway the good part wasn't the seminar or how to make money, but the conversations i had with a professor from my school (a former CFO of HP!) and bernice's friend, caiyun. she's so cool! she was in suit and had those squarish specs, but so cool...the real businesswoman! enjoyed very much talking to them.. the culture here is so nice.. they dun talk abt earning money all the time, not too much of those serious stuff... but more on their personal views and their sharing of their experiences.. it feels good to be talking to ppl with the same vision... that's why i say i enjoy talking to ppl who loves to talk about business.. it's not about doing this and that, it's about experiences....little experiences, big experiences... learning is so fun...

well.. no.. i'm not as psychoed as some mlm ppl u see, i haven't joined yet anyway.... need to settle my life first before doing this and that... $300 allowance is not sustainable in SMU life and hence i am looking forward to clinching a job soon to at least start a ball rolling... then maybe i can consider joining the mlm line ba..

hope things will be settled soon

looks to the sky and wonder why am i so lost
jeffire

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