砂漠のJeffire

Jeffirean Stories

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

Hey friends,

I've got my photo album up there so in the future you can check it out when I mention that it has been updated. For the time being, check out the few photos I have there and hope those people featured will like the photos.

Been thinking about writing my dreams here! I mean I will like to have kept a dream diary but I'm ain't the super-enthusiast about it. I just like remembering what I have dreamt and then try to find out answers on why did I dream this and that...haha. Well you can say that I've just been inspired to write this because of the dream, or should I say, nightmare, I had this morning....And yah, you can enjoy laughing while reading my about my dreamland adventures but try not to dig me about it. I mean it's not that I can control what to dream..haha. And if you don't mind, let's do dream analysis together!

First scene I can remember was at the roadside. I can't remember anything before that, why I was there etc. However there was an accident, and I was there carrying a girl who was injured in the accident. Seems to me she's my girlfriend or something because throughout the dream I was super anxious, worried. Well, hold your laughters - the girl was with the face of Vicky Zhao. So the ambulance came and took her away.

Second scene was at the hospital. I was at the hospital trying to find where the A&E was. Ok, dun ask me why I didn't get on the ambulance. I walked everywhere, through the canteen, through the main hall(which looked very stylish, with orange lights and glass doors), read a map, asked someone I saw but still couldn't find the A&E. I was very worried, and scared... then eventually I got on the lift. Then to my horror the lift stopped midway! I pressed the buttons frantically. At this moment I felt very angry and ridiculous about the lift, so I woke up.

So I woke up. Well, since a nightmare encounter with Sadako (who remains my biggest fear at night), I have learnt to halt dreams like pressing STOP of a video player by conscientiously forcing myself to wake up. Maybe that's why I can remember the dream? Sometimes I feel like I'm deliberately dragging the dream on...hahaha

Yeah, I like daydreaming too, imagining about the stuff I can do, I like to do, the people I like etc. Sometimes I imagine bad stuff, like plane crashes, etc. Sometimes I imagine weird stuff, like inventing new things, etc etc.

Maybe that's why I put my icq nick as 'Dream Lover' for the past 5 yrs till last year? It meant that I loved dreams and not the other meaning... now I changed it to Love Dreamer. Haha.

Ok, for the dream analysis.

The first thing I tried to understand was, why was the girl Vicky Zhao? Ok, I guess it's a subconscious preference for petite girls that has sunshine smile...you know, not that kind of chiobu, lians, but sunshine girls..

The second thing I thought was why I couldn't find the A&E? I guess it's always like that. You know, some nightmares you are always looking for that elusive exit, that shelter... but of course this part I will like to hear opinion ba.

The third thing I thought was why I didn't get on the ambulance. I guess it's because I never did so in real life ba.

The last thing I thought was why did the lift stop? I guess it's just an idea of being trapped and helpless...

Well, now I wished I can dream back the serial dream I had in my younger days....I really can remember that dream about my life in school which continued like a serial drama. And also that special dream in which I first retaliated against the so called 'evil beings' in my nightmares. It was usually run, run and run.

Dreams are funny right....hehe.

Regards
Jeffire

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