砂漠のJeffire

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Wednesday, January 14, 2004

My misery continued with many matters not going towards what i hope it should be. Firstly, the gathering i organised, on the surface it was very fun, but overall my view is that it was a loss making venture, added to some discomfort for some of the people. I mean the fire took a long time to start, causing people to be waiting needlessly. The whole thing was also loss making. Some people who agreed to come did not turn up as planned. This made the budget go wrong. I guess I will never do such a thing again for my unit guys. I don't see the need to, since many people dun bother. Secondly, I lost my handphone right after the same gathering. My handphone is so important in my life. I missed messaging my brother happy birthday. Many things were missed out too. I wonder where my handphone is. I thought I lost it at home, but probably it was lost at McDonalds, perhaps I dropped it while eating as I don;t remember taking it out while eating. Shallow pockets perhaps. The other possibility is someone stole it from me. However I have absolutely no idea WHY the person in the group would do it. The biggest suspect is Soo KS, but to me a more logical suspect would be Charles. Yet, i guess a 100bucks is not worth losin a good friend. Anyway the phone is cursed and whoever uses it would lose alot of money. Hahahaha. Thirdly, I failed my drivin test due to stupid reasons. I guess the main culprit was when I drove through the road along the market in AMK, there were jaywalkers whom I did not give way to. Notwithstanding that, my usual mistakes of moving off in the wrong gear, stepping too softly, were all there. Lastly, the 2 days of off did nothing to help me, I went back to office finding so many things needed to be done, and a big meeting on thu, the Army HR Conference was to be held in our camp and we were all tasked to do big saikangs. Life sux. Today's a Wed, but we had no LIFE game to go, tomorrow's a Thu but no LIFE due to the meeting, and Sat RSM has cancelled our LIFE because he wants all of us to clean the whole unit. Why can't we clean after LIFE? Dumb..

Lost money, lost handphone, lost my bets, lost my time, failed my test.

This is one of the worst month I ever had. To think it's the new year.

I hope the ushering of the Monkey will bring about better luck. I do pray so.

God, or whoever is the almighty one, spare some thought for me. I have always worked hard, though sometimes I slacked, I feel that I have always been a good person. I only have good intentions for me to be well to do....

may life be better soon..

jeff

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