砂漠のJeffire

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Thursday, January 22, 2004

20 mins to the chinese new year! yeah. endured a whole week of crap in the office. yesterday i received the biggest insult in my whole NSF life. was accused of 'acting hardworking', 'deliberate going back late' and many other ridiculous things. luckily i kept my cool and neva throw anything nor shout. when i shout ppl know i am damn loud. so be careful. anyway, just want to clarify that nobody in his right mind will like staying back. much more i was posted to hq sa so as to save time and money instead of having a much betta life in cpc. i seriously wonder if my decision to leave cpc was the right one as the veri reason of leaving was to upgrade and go to combat. i only got abt 6 mths left, but i am still the same. worse still, i did not manage to lose anymore weight but instead gained more weight. curse it. how i wish i could turn time back and i would have stayed in cpc to toll with all the guys there. at least i would have been much happier though busier. everyone in cpc treats me so well, much more in hq sa, even when i am well known for being hardworking by the nsf and even chief of artillery. too bad. some people just cannot stand competition. anyway these ppl someday they will see where they have gone wrong and perhaps heaven will reward us, the hardworking guys with something sweet in the end. the chinese saying goes 'bitter first sweet later' well i hope that's true. but the good thing in hq sa is i managed to mould myself into some sort of a leader, and i think i am quite respected, though not very likable. haha. whatever the case is, ns ends six months after and i do hope i will leave the saf peacefully.

well, lost a straight 11 Winning eleven matches to my bro even with the best lineup i ever had in all the winning eleven series i ever played. in all i should have lost abt at least 37 out of the 40+ matches we played over the week. what a damaging record on my footballing repetoire. sigh. so i guess i have to retire from playing with my bro. aniway for the record sake i put down my line up here and perhaps u tell me how can i lost so many matches.

forwards: chiesa, crespo, tristan, pauleta, emile mpenza
midfielders : cha doo ri, shunsuke nakamura, neved, steven gerrard, rafael van der vaart
defenders: espanionza, chivu, naybet, hatem trabelsi..

so how....what can i do to make myself happy?

it's chinese new year in 2 mins time. i betta post it up before anything happens.

let's pray the new yr bring me more good luck..hahahaha. esp for strike!! cos i need some cash to buy a new hp ....so u noe la.

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